hmmm yeah you know i think i just found my idol! Gamaliel Tapiheru. dunno why, aku udah tau this-cool-guy taun lalu tapi kayanya baru ngerasa tuingtuingnya akhir-akhir ini. i love him! aaaa
his voice his cover on youtube his skills his face and anything.... though his face (radarada) like omom sih -____-

Gamaliel

his projects

Bruno Mars - Runaway

So easy to forget our love, the little things we do
Like callin' for no reason, just to say the words, "Baby, I love you"
I know lately I've been busy, but a second doesn't go by without chu crossin' my mind
It's been so long since we had time, let's take a day and make everything alright
Just take my hand, fall in love with me again


...

who you are?

yeah baru nemu quiz box semacam menjelaskan 'who you are now and how your future' aaaand this is the result.

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

another one; 

• You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.
• You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
• You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
• Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
• Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

ada yg ngga setuju juga sih, tapi lumayan banyak juga yang emang-saya-banget-nih. terutama yg bagian kayak 'You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long,' huehehe. kalo mau nyoba, boleh di buka link ini. show me how's you are, please :D

triangle

triangle smile, triangle love. weird. fault. abnormal.

express

baru dapet dari tumbr, dan ngena bgt sama kondisi gue sekarang. well, akhir-akhi ini bener-bener minggu cobaan deh. bener bener lagi di klimaksnya kejenuhan gue sama semua yang ada di gue sekarang. jenuh sama pelajaran yang itu-itu aja, sama rutinitas yang 3 bulan ga pernah berubah mulai dari sekolah-tampel-les-tidur dan ga akan berubah sampai sebulan kedepan. satu lagi, gue juga jenuh sama diri gue sendiri. yah, nyembunyiin ekspresi muka dari yg sebenarnya emang ga gampang. dan itu yang trus gue lakukan 3 bulan ini. 

waktu gue di bontang juga tinggal beberapa bulan lagi. diterima di sekolah yang udah kita impi-impiin harusnya seneng dong ya. yaa begitupun gue waktu pagi-pagi dikasi tau ibu sama bapak. seharian seneeeng banget. tapi besoknya, gue mikir. emang bisa hidup tanpa orangtua? ketemu beratus ratus orang yang ngga kita kenal sama sekali? makan nyuci belajar sendiri? hmm gatau deh. 

quote : 

"Life's like bounce ball. Ada jatuh ada bangkit. Dan jembatan penghubungnya niat, usaha, dan kerja keras"

and the hardest: nerima kenyataan kalau sudah jatuh, dan mempertahankan kalo sudah bangkit. 

sekian.

bad week

ye hellooo longtime no see ya. sibuks banget nih kelas 9 eh gila. seminggu ini bener bener minggu tercapek. bukan cuma gara-gara tugas + ulangan aja, nyampe rumah masih ada kerjaan yang minta di sentuh : nyuci baju nyuci piring nyapu beresin rumah daan ngangkatin baju setrikaan ke lemari. capek? jelas. apalagi hari senin deh. bangun pagi-pagi nyuci piring nyiapin baju adek trus sekolah sampaaai jam stngah 6 kurangan baru nyampe rumah. trus makan bentar lanjut lagi deh tu : nyuci nyapu beresin rumah, dan jam 7nya lanjut lagi les primagama sampe jam setngah 10. setelah itu lanjut lagi tu ngerjain pr. asik ya (banget-,-). kenapa jadi gue yg ngerjain? soalnya ibu gue lagi dines ke bandung dan baru pulang minggu besok. pleasee buuuu buruan pulaaang  

Fyi, minggu ini minggu minggunya tugas nih banyak banget. bingung ngatur waktunya gimana huu :'(  buat minggu depan ada tugas matik ada yg disuruh bikin presentasi, bahasa indonesia disuruh baca novel angkatan 20-30, bahasa inggris disuruh baca ceritanya paulo coelho, kwn disuruh bikin artikel globalisasi, musik disuruh bikin band daan minggu depan penilaian. what a perfect aaaa help meeeh. belum lagi ulangan-ulangannya. waktu makin lama makin cepet aja ya oh God. tapi kalo cuma dipikirin terus yang ada malah makin numpuk. ayoo semangat semangat! jangan pikirin malesnya, tapi pikirin gimana hasilnya nanti kalo kamu males terus kayak gini. oke segini aja mau langsung caw tidur. byee

saya, kamu, kamu, dan kamu

heeei ya blog hehe hmm oke langsung aja ya.

well, akhir akhir ini gue lagi be-ran-ta-kan. soal diri gue sendiri dan orang-orang di sekitar gue. gue juga baru ngerasain tuh yg namanya 'moody ala remaja'. kadang gue bisa ketawa lepas selepas lepasnya, tapi ga menutup kemungkinan 5 menit kemudian langsung down. gue juga jadi lebih emosian. kalo udah kesel, yaudah deh susah nutup-nutupinnya. ga kayak dulu, apa-apa orang gaboleh tau. terus, menurut survey malam gue, sekarang sikap sikap gue juga 'agak' aneh. omongannya lebih nusuk hehe gatau deh kenape aa aneh :(

oiya, gue mau nyeritain seseorang dong. boleh ya? ehem, sori kalo nyinggung. seseorang ini cukup berperan dalam kehidupan sehari hari gue. sebenernya baik sih, kalo temennya lagi susah dia mau nolong kok. cuma ada beberapa sifatnya yg kadang gue ngga sukain. ya intinya begitulah. gue sering risih sendiri sama sikapnya yg kaya gitu. gue ngerti sih maksudnya dia cuma mau ngomong gitu. cuma di ekspresikannya kalo menurut gue terlalu berlebihan sih. jadi ya maaf aja gue jadi gatel ngomongin seseorang ini ke seseorang yg lain. maaf ya...

seseorang yg kedua ini sangat sangat bereperan di kehidupan gue. hmmm dia orang yg gue kenal beberapa beberapa bulan setelah masuk SMP. gue ke dia juga sekarang...berubah. ga ngerti kenapa aaa -,-

mulai sekarang, gue mau belajar. belajar mahamin orang, tau situasi, dan ngurangin emosi. oiya gue dapet quote dari twitter nih "yang menjadikan kita pemarah dan sering menyesal, adalah reaksi dengan emosi besar terhadap kejadian kecil" dari marioteguhquote hehe dan gue setuju!